Monday, June 30, 2008
♥ 11:05 PM
a fallen stari cant explain the funny things that you didnt knowi look at you with such disdainim still debating over what to paint for
stong (contraire' to what rachel thinks- "JUST DO IT ALREADY!!") hahah. badly influenced by music, drama and polkilitics between friends D:
-emo moment- im writing more letters to val and joey than ever... while rachy looms depressingly in the background. sigh. im really learning to rely on god now more than ever. and with
mike connor (whoot the awesome demon-buster guy) coming this weekend, im sorta expecting more spiritual havoc than ever. i know i have all my demons just dragging me off in different directions but i know if nothing else, i can trust in God(:
all these thoughts locked inside
now you're the first to know emotional turmoil. ive just caught up with one of my really old but close friends, you know the kind where you can laugh and fight and cry together? yeah. it hurts that he's just gonna die like that, at the hands of the misunderstanding of another friend. oh gosh. i feel so helpless, so fricking helpless. and to think i pushed him to the brink D':
when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight
it ends tonighti feel like crying ;-; dont say anything. its just,,,,,,, so not veg right? but then maybe thats where i'll draw my inspiration from.
just a little and
?time will make this right
too late to fight
it ends tonight.
