From: Elizabeth Chin (AKA DA JIE!!:)

I know this email comes at a weird time, I mean 5:30+ in the morning. A bit crazy, huh? But well, you see, I just read this book by Cecelia Ahern called The Gift. And cried like for an hour. Give me a few minutes of your time and read through this mail please? God I can't believe I'm writing such cheesy shit myself. But at five in the morning, how can I explain myself. Alright, I'm not good with summaries, but do bear with me k.

The story was about this work-obsessed cheating rich dude called Lou who meets this poor beggar called Gabe (Gabriel) and his life kinda starts to change when he encounters these weird things Gabe does. Lou was like so obsessed with himself and his work and stuff that he practically like ignored his wife and kids and family. Then, well. Spoiler, but Lou died in the end in a car crash on Christmas' Eve night. But before that Gabe kinda gave him like some 'magic pills' that let him split himself into two to be in two places at a time. And just before he died he ate the last pill he had. Then he took the chance of the remaining few hours to spend with his family and telling them how much he loved them and all that shit. And then, come morning, he was gone.

I just, well, writing this kinda brings me to tears again. God this is so embarrassing and out of character for me and this is going to go to so many people, I'm afraid of showing my face in public again, lol.

Well, IN CASE I die or whatever (stupid imagination), I just wanna say that well, I know I haven't been the best person like since forever. I'm pretty much very work-obsessed (I'm so sorry Tiffy & XW & SR cause you guys endure my shit about how 'time is of the essence' during project meetings...) and I sometimes, okay most of the time, hurt people's feelings out of carelessness and ignorance. But if I'm going to die anytime soon, which I hope not, I want to like say that well. I'm sorry for all the shit I've done and whatever I could have offended you with and thank you for all the awesome stuffs we did before.

I know that was kinda vague, but as much as I like to brag about my English (yes I know I'm damn conceited and all that shit, sorry), words really escape me now. Wow, how Christmasy huh. You're receiving this mail on C's Eve too! YAY.

I just want everyone to know that if you've received this email, you've probably been friends with me (and I hope you are still my friend?) and we've probably shared a word or two (or an hour or five on the phone). And I want you to know that even though I'm a bastard most of the time and have probably dissed you like several times, thank you for just being you and existing. Cause there's a saying that people you meet mold you (though I hope it's not true cause I can look in the mirror and tell you all the evil I see). No, really cause you've all said/done something that impacted my dumb brain and that's why I remember you as my friend. I could name everyone, but then the email would be so long it'd crash the whole of cyberspace HAHAH I'm so funny right.

:/ Anyway.

Thank you for taking the time to talk to/instant message/sms/call me in the past. I know I haven't been properly appreciating everyone, and yes, I'm ashamed to admit that I might've stood some of you up when we were supposed to meet up too. Shit I realise I'm such an ass. Anyway, in the spirit of Christmas (what an overly used phrase) I just want to let you know I... Er. (This is kinda hard, cause I don't like to say these kind of shit out loud.) Just thanks for everything and I'm sorry. And I would really like to have coffee/lunch/dinner/a walk in the park/five minutes if you have it to spare. Just maybe to talk. Or to IM. Or sms. Or hug. Or act gay and freak people in public out. Or randomly point and laugh at people. Or copy each other's poly term break homework (kidding).

So as of this 'new year', I'm aiming to be less (what's the correct word here) ANAL about school work and more mindful of the words I throw at everyone, and also spend more time with people. I know it's hard cause everyone's social network is so damn huge and we're all busy people who have clashing schedules but hey, if you're willing then I'm willing. My number is like below, in case you lost/deleted it... :/ I hope you guys don't feel grossed out by this email. If you do/did, delete it and we'll pretend the never happened. :D

Okay lah. Enough of my 5AM-turned-6AM gayness.

MERRY CHRISTMAS to those who open this before Christmas! MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS to those who open it after!

I hope no one thinks this is awfully insincere or anything. Cause I guarantee plus dunno what chop thing that it comes from somewhere deep inside my small screwed up heart ):

Once again, I'm sorry for everything I've done. Thank you for everything you've done for me. And please do take care! (FOR THOSE OVER 18, DUN DRINK & DRIVE THIS CHRISTMAS!) Have a merry Christmas and a happy new year! God bless (god I haven't used that phrase since I left church :/).

With all my love (and I mean it this time, I know usually I'm so fake and insincere and all that. Sigh),
Elizabeth Chin aka Liz aka Lizzie aka whateveryoucallme.

(Shit now must go and attach all the emails. SO LEHCHEY!!! ASDFKDKFDKK! Okok I'm going to do it now.)

--
Elizabeth Chin

I LOVE YOU TOO DA JIE!!!(:
im sorry for the times where i couldnt meet up either, or was just being a shit to you 8(
i miss you so much you know.. ;-; WE HAVE TO MEET UP AGAIN!!! next year's Emerge, i cant wait:D i hope to see u there at least(: though things may have changed, dont EVER leave church! me, kezzy and all your other friends will always be there for you!(:


isnt lizzy just the greatest da jie ever?! 8)

“He’s more than talented,” Teo said, “He’s the Avatar. He’s a really powerful bender.”

“Twinkletoes isn’t powerful,” Toph scoffed, biting into her fish roughly, “He’s almighty. When you think of Aang’s future, you don’t say, ‘Hmm, he’s a powerful bender’, you say, ‘Holy crap! The Avatar!’”

HEEHEEHEE i am getting too obsessed for my own good O-O

whoo, my life has been a messy rush, especially this week D:
TUITION SHOP TUITION SHOP SHOP PARTY GO OUT PARTY PARTY PARTY... D8

aagh. im so tired): church can be exhausting sometimes.. but its still good(: i reallise ive spent almost a hundred dollars just buying presents and going out alone! D: i watched bolt with xingying matthew jackson daniel dean and twilight (LOLZ) with jjang dearest. then, i went shopping in bugis street alone (yes, its no big deal really), went out another time with vally, pumbaa, maria, xuannie, amanda to buy her jeans, and yet another time to get presents for my family.
im quite broke:D


ahhh speaking of presents. I AM WRITING A LIST COS I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO GET ME ANY MORE SOFT-TOYS OR NAIL POLISHES. (:

wishlist: (dont spend more than $10 on these?)
1. a comb. a simple BRUSH (or paddle) one, cos i keep loosing mine D:
2. a set of black rubberbands for school, not the thin snappy ones.
3. a black scrunchie, also for school! 8)
4. any random amount of clean-colours, hopefully in pastel colours? haha
5. WHIPPED CREAM, SPRAY-CANNED. hee hee cos spray-can whipped cream is the only reason i buy starbucks:D
6. a set of colourful boxes! hahah. i know this one doesnt make sense but i have a whole load of jjang letters lying in my file and i'll love to have a nice box to house it in!8D

SPOIL ME! 8) these prob cost more than $10...
so DO IT if youre rich and bored or love me to bits!:D
6. a new wallet! a soft squishy-material one that doesnt look like its canvas or plastic(:
7. a HUGEASS pencilbox. ok this one's more urgent, cos mine's torn alr. D:
8. an earrings' stand, with many MANY handles (or hooks or loops or whatever they are)
9. KINOKUNIYA BOOKSTORE VOUCHERS OMG. no explanation needed:D
10. a tub of Mango Body Butter - the body shop(:
11. uhh. world peace? :DDDD


hahaha ok i hope its not too demanding, this year my wishlist is more of practical things than anything else. im sure even maria can afford rubberbands right? and its cos im getting something for everyone in jjang, its only when you'll receive it... ice-skating or school reopening. ):

YES THE STUPID JPG FILE WORKS, AWESOME! 8)
-goes to sleep, edwardcullenstherobbertpattisonguyistmr!!!!!!-

HEY JOEY. happy birthday, i know this is quite waay overdue but i had some difficulties uploading and all along the way... hahah. just hope you can see this in full / actual size, its much more beautiful then(:

i chose the picture from the recent JJANG family portrait thing(:
the background's some surrealistic thing cos you'll never see the moon that big or that near to the planet's surface 8) hahah. enjoy the poppy flowers!:D

PS. HERE IS THE ORIGINAL PICTURE LOLOLOLOL it doesnt look anything like the final product anyway 8D

[POPPY FIELD]
[TREES]
[CLOUD, MOON]
[IDEA]
[PEOPLE!!]
hahah. last one locked. ;)

VEGGIE LOVES JJANG(((:
finally, a jjang day to go out with them! gosh. we havent been doing this crap in AGES i nearly forgot what its like to be gay. these few days have been really fun, even though i have a tuition camp and all): hahah. though this post is really cos of maria's insistent nagging of "update! UPDATE!!"


last thursday, i went out with maria, joey and poon for lunch at kap, quite a simple racketty affair:D its sooooo goood to be alive and kicking with them again. (OH SHIZ, KICKING REMINDS ME OF UNINTELLIGIBLE PORN DRABBLES. KICKING WAS USED A SUBSTITUTE FOR FUCKING OR MAKING OUT OR WHATEVER ELSE YOU IMAGINE THE ____ TO BE.. GET THAT OUT OF YOUR MIND VEG, GET THAT OUTTT!!! BLAME RACHYLATER! 8D) well ok, we ate three tons of fries, ice-cream, stole each others food (mainly maria, really.) and got caught in the rain while going to xuannie's. XUAN, BE GLAD. WE WALKED THREE BUS STOPS WITH A FULL LUNCH.

well ok when we got there, we spent the afternoon kicking around and mostly just chatting. someone opened up a board of electronic monopoly and poon started camwhoring (WHOOO AMAZING!) it felt like we havent talked in years! SERIOUSLY. then, we set up the christmas tree ... or at least, a failure attempt la:D i remember maria mostly standing on couches and tables to avoid sabrina the dog 8D

then, dinner. DINNER. DUN DUN DUN..... ORGANIC TOFOOO!!!! YIXUAN'S PARENTS ARE REALLY OBSESSED OVER ORGANICS. ESPECIALLY HER DAD. so we ate organic tofu and shepherd's pie without meat. still, it was super cos her maid lynn found a lemon-chicken sauce that saved the day XD

well, the night passed rather fast now that i come to think of it. everyone was just laughing and being drunk. we watched some silly drama show that me and joey couldnt stand, camwhored a lil more then went home. rather uneventful la, but IT FEELS SOOOO GOOD TO BE WITH YOUR BEST FRIENDS AGAIN!!!!!
8D
(;
:O
XD
:F
8O
-other smiley faces...-

haish. we've decided whens the ice-skating already, but that's gonna be put on the jjang blog, ask maria cos im not too sure about when. (:
-OUT TO LUNCH NOW!-

ps: dear guys, i know some people dont have facebook OR JUST CANT BE BOTHERED... but ok, here's the link to the pictures!

Okay so I figured that I should update a little about my life instead of posting about whatever I'm unhappy with (and wants to change etc etc blah). I mean after all, nobody likes a grumpy and emo person that tries so hard to change everything in their life and screw up their personalities in the process. Yeeee-ah.

GO KEZ!
trust her to come up with
random nuggets of wisdom
that actually make sense?
hahah:D [rare talent? :? :D ]

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

7th december 2008
rainy
Dear Diary,

im finally writing to you again. it seems that after a whole string of recent events, i dont really know who to talk to. not that i dont have friends, but just that... its like, i cant really explain what happens at church to someone from school simply cos they wouldnt get it.

speaking of church anyways, cell and service this week was awesome, something which i havent said in a long time. ive been doing a whole lot of mopeing and emoing and generally yoshing about, but this week's ministries have ultimately been put by god to smack some sense into me(:

i need to get a grip on life, seriously. i have to start on my holiday homework and my other plus+one's. next year is the crucial year. i know that in my head, but im quite afraid to actually go ponder on what it really means. sometimes, i wish i could retain and stay in sec 3 again, and maybe relearn everything and do it properly this time. i know its not fair of me to say this cos there are people who retain but dont want to, but i guess im just the strange one here in this crowd:/ or is it perfectionism? eitherway, i have to get this mental block out!! i keep feeling like im gonna fail, that i cant do it, that i'll crash out in life and be a junkie. sigh. not that singapore has much tolerance for them.

how do people study, really?
as in, what motivates them to start mugging all of a sudden when u reach home after church or something? its just .... sigh. grouching me): i have issues with my head): maybe i need a psychiatrist. what do you think diary? oh dear, im talking to a rock now! * haha. im sure yixuan understands that:D


lots of love,
THE UNDESCRIBABLE VEGETABLE(:





FUN FUN FUN!! thats what i want but not what i need (or can afford to have). there's only three weeks left till school reopen.

OMG OMG SHIT. THREE WEEKS!!!!!! SHIT FUCK FUCK!! D:

okay sorry. it kinda just hit me:/


so so somuch to do next/this week.
monday: double prayer meeting in the morning, then the new zealand poster-design project at laura's house. go to mari-ali-poo's house if theres still time left and all):

tuesday: start of a 4-hour tuition marathon!! whoo hoo. im soooo excited, i cant find words to convey my enthusiasm. 'saddening' might just suffice. physics then amaths, and worst of all it wont be with my darling Mr Koh D: no one to tease! for four hours straight!!! i think i will die. then well if im still half-heart-beating, i'll go to sherylls house and finish the bloody oil painting. giving yixuan dolly-like eyes might just, JUST, cheer me up:D

wednessday: start of THE SAME 4-hour tuition marathon!! whoo hoo. im soooo excited, i cant find words to convey my enthusiasm. 'sardonic' might just suffice. physics then amaths, and worst of all it wont be with my darling Mr Koh D: no one to tease! for four hours straight!!! I think i will die. well xingying promised to call and crap in the afternoon...

thursday: oh gosh. same thing. 4-HOUR-AMATH-PHYSICS-TUITION-MARATHON!! im being really sarcastic here if no one can tell. nothing special on thursday, im planning to just sleep right through until dinner the minute i reach home.

friday: same thing... too tired to type out sarcastic stuff. TUITION. then, im going out with xingying and matt (maybe, or i'll just let them go together and do all the PG13 things in private):D hahah.


what do you think of my week?
REEEEAAALLY INTERESTING HUH?
hahaha -forced laugh- hardly any perks to look forward to): why isnt anybody around anyway? rachys at bintan, and i bet matt is still enjoy his retarded holiday. siiiiiigh. dinner last night with (about half) the cg was fun, we went to eat ice-cream (what crappy dinner is that?!?!?!) and i ate chicken rice later, much to everyones amusement. but like, i find the need to have a furfilling nutritious meal very important((((((((:


well okay im sick of typing. before i end off, this is something Dr John Avanzini told us about Albert Einstein said that struck me today.

"if your idea isnt totally ridiculous,
its not worth bothering with." - A.E.

this statement really encouraged me cos being in art itself is quite un-normal (as the aunties secretly say), and ive been doubting my future alot lately. singaporeans typically stick to the safe path of math and science, and art as an o'lvl subject is a risky thing. even though i know this not exactly a revelation-revelation, but who am i to say i cant dream big? the more ridiculous, the better:D

OH MY GOD, SOMEONE HAS THIS DYSFUNCTIONAL DRABBLE MACHINE THAT PRODUCED
T
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Oh-so-racistly Tripping

kim ong tripped along huskily. He was on his way to meet his lover, joey, for Valentine's Day. He smiled to see a pony hopping along, carrying a linseed oil in its mouth.

kim ong was almost dangling off the sun when he came across a war-like cake, lying alone on an exuberantlygay plate. "That must be a treat from my spiffy bear," he said to himself, and tripped over to it. The cake looked aloof, so he ate it.

It gave him the most dysfunctional tingling sensation in his toe. "How unusual!" he said and continued tripping to see joey.

When joey came out to meet him, she took one look and fell over.

"What is it?" kim ong cried deadpanned.

"Your tail! And your DICK!" joey said. "They're rabid! Can't you feel it?"

kim ong felt his tail and his DICK. They were indeed quite rabid. "Oh, no!" kim ong said. "I'm a woman!" He, or rather, she started to cry. "It must have been that war-like cake you left for me. Did you know what it would do?"

"I didn't leave you any cake," joey said. "I got you a condom. It must have been that OHMYGODTHAT'SDISGUSTING man who lives nearby. He acts a little aristocratically, ever since he kicked a wig."

"But how can you ever love me, now that I'm a woman?" kim ong sobbed.

"Well, I never knew how to tell you this," joey said respectfully, "but I actually prefer women. And I think your tail is really exotic like that."

"Really?" kim ong dried her tears. kim ong kissed joey and it was an entirely nutritious sensation, like an overexcited art teacher bringing his girls to shop for linseed oil.

They spent the night having entirely nutritious sex, until the cake wore off suddenly.

Everything was rather awkward after that.


ROFLOL, grace and rachypoo did some too. grace's is by far the worst, the stuff's on her blog if you like the politically incorrect:D

this is SO, out of pure boredom.
[ive finally unpacked, gone to school,
cleaned my room, and even gone assesment book shopping.
theres nothing left to do until
joey gets here, so.... heheh]

ps, dont read if you dont watch avatar or you'll be more blur than gen playing counter-strike.


WHY DO PEOPLE FRICKING PAIR AZULA AND SOKKA TOGETHER?!?!?!
its just so stupid and retarded. retarded in not-a-good way. im jumping around the avatar communities on FF, LJ and DA. and most of them generally seem to say that its a good match. but like, HOW WILL AZULA EVER LIKE SOKKA? OR VICE-VERSA?!? sokka cant bend, and azula's power hungry. even if you make her a harmless kitten like some do on FF, their characters are just so out-of-the-wack unmatchable that they dont deserve to be tgt. i'll rather azula goes incesterous on ozai even, cos as least they're both equally crazy.

then. theres the zutara thing thats got everyone ranting.
its a very clear -stands up and claps- OMG!!! THAT'S PERFECT, or a EWWW, NEVER!! rating.

personally, i like the pairing cos i think aang is just too young for katara, nevermind their ages here and all. katara and zuko are both fiery passionate people anyway, while aang should go with toph cos they're both the same type of quiet-and-yet-determined people.

to add to the twist, some people have mentioned the OEDIPUS complex. the oedipus complex is the childhood desire to sleep with the mother and to kill the father. the kaangs have used this against the zutaras, and its quite a valid arguement against why zuko should go with katara. its true that ozai was a downright bastard, but im pretty sure zuko didnt want to sleep with his mom (EW!). its just coincidental that katara looks like his mom [book 3]. here's the DA link anyway.

im quite amazed at the depth of research people can come up with to support their cannons! truly. if we put that much effort into our homework.. hahah. back to zutara, sadly it wasnt to be as the finally installation of the series shows a maiko (mai+zuko) pairing instead):


sigh. back to the holiday stuff... ive got so much to do but no mood to start): ive bought more math and amath tys to add to my brillant collection of torture equiptment.

oh gosh, its so fun to post randomly since no one reads anyway:D

i want to improve my portrait, so i have made a meticulously crazy list of things to do to help me.
this is what you get when you join art.
VEGGIES' THINGS TO DO FOR ART!
1. solarise current picture.
2. reprint.
3. draw grid, edit picture to scale
4. circle out contours for different skin hues, a lil like geog.
5. copy out same contours in canvas. i hate this part!!
6. mix paint to fix shades and picture.
7. FINALLY. PAINT THE DARN THING IN!!

this will probably be mr ong's THINGS TO DO FOR ART!
1. camwhore! get a reasonable shot of me looking quite handsome and manly ^-^
2. paint lorh.
3. chase girls for theirs. laugh secretly at results.

sigh. ):

Princess Zuko - Go Devil Dante (DA)

OMG. I TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN MARIA IS TURNED ON 8D
hahahah. reply spamming post from her blog:
LOL, the Veg has named her phone 'Pedo'. Wonder why~?

Can you imagine?

I TURNED THE PEDO ON.

THE PEDO WAS WARMING UP.

THE PEDO WAS CHARGED AND READY TO GO.

IT WAS AN ELECTRIFYING MOMENT.

PEDO FITS NICELY INTO MY HAND. *cough choke splutter*

DON'T TOUCH THE PEDO!

THE PEDO IS VIBRATING!!

I KNOW HOW TO PUSH THE PEDO'S BUTTONS.

I NEED MY PEDO TO SURVIVE! HE/IT FOLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE AND IS TURNED ON 24/7.

All lines copyrighted. *coughs and turns a funny colour*

My gosh, it's literally having phonesex everytime you talk. :X

what the hell, it was fun but now i dont think i want to name my phone naymore D8
gaaah. i havent crapped with maria for so long, but now i half remember why XD

LOVE YOU MARIA!

HI GUYS,
IM IN MYCOUSINS HOSUE IN PENANG NOW!!!! 8D
ITS SUPER LATE
BUT THE HOUSE IS REALLY BIG
SO MY PARENTS DONT KNOW
ACTUALLY, IM IN MY NEIGHBOURS WHICH IS ALSO MYOTHERCOUSINS' HOSUE!THEIR NEXT TO EACH OTHER
BUT JOINED BY THIS TUNNEL PASSAGE WAY THINGY.
HEE HEE8D
ITS SOOO FUN AND ITS SO LATE!


WE'RE DOING SILLLY THINGS.


AND. I HAVENT REALLY BEEN SO CLOSE TO THEM IN LIKE,
A WHOLE YEAR? WHICH IS WHY IM TYPING IN CAPS,
IT CONVEYS MY EXCITEMENT BETTER.
WYEEEE!!!
I HAVE BEEN SHOPPING ALOT.
AND I FEEL SUPER RANDOM.
I BOUGHT A REAL BILLABONG SHIRT FOR JUST 10 RINGGIT!!!
OMGOMGOMG! 8D

EDWARD CULLENS!...
IS NOT HOT!HAHAHA.
I WATCHED TWILIGHT! (((((o: YAY.
AND GEN WAS PAWING ME THRU THE WHOLE THING. OOPS.
NEVER SIT NEXT TO AN EDDWARD FAN IN AN EDWARD SHOW:/
OOOH. MY YOUGER GUY COUSIN BAOLIN IS BEING SO GAY. HES TRYING TO TEACH ME ABOUT MALAYSIAN SLANG BUT IT JUST ISNT WORKING.
SO NOW HES TRYING TO TEACHME COUNTERSTRIKE! 8D
yay. oh noes, my older guy other cousins being gay too. oh dear.

OKAY I THINK I WILL PLAYSPONGEBOB SEAHORSE RACING NOW!!! :D
I AM GOING HOME TMR IN AN EIGHT HOUR DRIVE!
D8

BUT ELDON'S IN SINGAPORE ALREADY!
OH WAIT. THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE.
ARRRGH. WELL MORE STUFF THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE:
I BOUGHT A DRESS FOR CHRISTMAS COS MY MUM FORCED ME TO,
I BOUGHT ..
OMG OMG ELDEST!!
FOR ONLY 35 RINGGIT((:

AND A WHOLE LOT OF
CUTE
BUT
USELESS
TINY
THINGS
(me and gen are calling it c-butt for nowcos everytime we mention i while shopping my dad gets really irritated...)

WHOO. I HAVE TO GO ALREADY): ITS GEN'S TURN! AHH.LASTLY, I BOUGHT A DOG FOR YIXUAN..HAHAHA, A PET ONE ONLY):
bye!(: