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Friday, November 28, 2008
♥ 1:57 AM

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MARIA FOR MAKING ME LAUGH! :D
FIRST UP!:


i found this while jumping around randomly on devart (all hail!8D)
SUPER-RACCOON, BY VEGETARIANJCER!

how ironic, i even like the artist's name! 8D hahahah. it says,

"It all started when I was talking about (On the KND forum...2/5 thread... if anyone cares) silly myths from my childhood. One was if you put a spoon under your pillow, and wear your pajamas inside out, you were guaranteed a snow day... And then I pointed out that as kids, we'd believe anything. We'd even believe something completely outrageous, such as magical raccoons that lived in the center of the earth and shot pixie dust out of their eyes... And then the rest is history...

Oh, and they're real I tells ya! T-they're as real as you and me! You may call me crazy, but I'm not crazy! I'M THE ONLY ONE THAT'S NOT CRAZY! *konk*
Woo. I can't draw racoons, the center of the earth, or pixie dust."

WHEEE! hahahh. a portrait of all things gay(((: namely, maria!!!! <333 size="1">
IN HONOUR OF HER NEW PC NAMED MIDGET, I AM GOING TO CALL MY PHONE...
THE PEDO!! 8D hahah. she says

MY NEW NOTEBOOK SHALL HENCEFORTH BE KNOWN AS

MIDGET.

YOU KNOW, LIKE,

WHERE'S MY MIDGET?

I WANT MY MIDGET!!

MIDGET NO BATTERY LIAO.

SHIT! MIDGET CRASHED!

ETC ETC.

I LOVE MY MIDGET! <33


hahah. let us hail all things gay! 8D

OH SHOOT, I FORGOT TO TURN OFF THE PEDO!

WHATS YOUR NUMBER? WAIT, JUST TELL IT TO THE PEDO.

HANG ON, LET ME DIG THE PEDO OUT OF MY BAG...

MUM, HAVE YOU SEEN THE PEDO AROUND?

and bytheway, my phone sort of lost its back cover. so, its like
OMG. MY POOR PEDO DOESNT HAVE A BATTERY COVER!!
(haha okay i think only maria'll get the last one XD tsk. and maybe yixuan.)

HAHAH. i think my mum will positively flip. since im going to see my cousins next week anw, its all 'behave!' 'wheres that formal dress!? dont forget!!' sigh. i shall miss the crap here in singapore):

oh oh on a really random note, I SAT NEXT TO A HOT ANGMOH GUY ALL THE WAY BACK FROM ORCHARD!! 8D haha, i never though this day would come where i actually blog it. life must be so boring.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
♥ 3:10 PM

sigh. its either a kairos moment, or everything is just moondust D:

these few days have been crap. i know i havent posted alot of things that happen in my life, but yesterday i had a really big fighting match with my mom (yeah again). she keeps nagging and nagging and not listening and throwing her stupid temper around. SHE has frickign temper problems! D:< sometimes, what she says has truth, and i listen to her as much as i can. but then, she starts repeating rephrasing and recycling her words and its just trash. she's right, i do need more discipline in studying, sleeping and time management.
i shall work even harder on my chemistry to try to figure out how to answer questions and on improving my chinese. i will not sleep in class, though the teachers do suck, and i wont forget my tuitions.
but, i really dont want to be friends with you, or have what-was-that 'have kom-moo-nee-ka-tion". im not some stupid primary kid anymore, you left me alone to deal with PSLE and teachers and my own problems for so long ive gotten use to not wanting you around. really, just leave me alone okay? cant you see we're not talking anymore, and every time we do it ends with a quarrel. i'll just pretend this is a boarding school im stuck in that someday, i'll escape to a friendlier, quieter corner of this world where i never have to face you again.

-lets out breath-

thanks yixuan for all the help last night. i know it must suck to be in your place too): together we'll hang on for as long as we can yeah(:


It's a good year for a murder
she's praying to jesus, she's pulling the trigger
there's no tears, cause he's not here
she washes her hands, and she fixes the dinner
but soon they'll be coming to rush her away
no one's so sure if her crime had a reason

reasons like seasons
they constantly change
and the seasons of last year
like reasons have floated away
away with this spilt milk
away with this dirty dish water, away
seventeen years, and all that he gave was a daughter

"it's me and the moon," she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die
"it's me and the moon," she says

and it's over, but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
she's lucid and departed
a life left behind, she can find in her mind gone away

away with these nightmares
away with suburbia
shake down away
you marry a role and
you give up your soul til you break down

"it's me and the moon," she says
"i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die"
"it's me and the moon," she says

but what do you say we go for a ride?
what do you say we get high?
but i'm so tired of days that feel like the night

"it's me and the moon," she says
and i got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly,
you wouldn't let me die
i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly, i am a butterfly

sometimes i wonder what will happen if i overdose on sleeping pills.

Monday, November 10, 2008
♥ 12:24 AM





I AM FLYING OFF TMR!!

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me

Hold me like youll never let me go

Cause Im leavin on a jet plane

Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

I cant believe im leaving tomorrow for new zealand. it still seems so.. far away? im just posting so much at random now. so many tabs open on my mozilla... im jumping all overthe net. hahah. & deviantart is just fuelling my excitement with all the pretty pictures it promises of my north island. i wonder if it'll be as pretty as they say. ive put in all my clothes, but i cant figure out what else to bring

swimsuit
phone
charger(s) - camera, PSP, phone,
international adaptor
my painting
headphones
SHAMEINTHEBLOOD book
yellow beanie / blue elephant??
SOAPS...



Sunday, November 09, 2008
♥ 1:51 AM

THIS IS RATED, BUT WATCH IT ANYWAY.




JON LAJOIE. ROCKS.


omg omg omg he is SO like maria!?!!?! 8P hahahah and its frickin random too. so maybe it was co-written by yixuan? 8D this guy's canadian, so maybe nener knows him! 8DDDD hehe.. his videos are most retarded, but in a good sense. though, that doesnt mean you should invite your parents to watch it. try the 'pedophile glasses' one, im sure everybody knows someone with beautiful nerd glasses.. (hinthintMR.ONG!hint) well if you noticed, i didnt downsize it like normal. that means, YOU SHOULD REALLY WATCH IT AND ROLL AROUND HYSTERICALLY! unless well, you cant take humour or is violently reactive to stupidity. thanks to joey who forcibly recomended me to watch it, but then it really made my day ^0^

...if happen do to a pee pee
do it in your potty
if you do it in your pants
its really really naughty..

♥ 1:24 AM











THE PLAYGROUND
last night, i met a really old friend while walking clifford, one i hadnt seen since primary school. we met in the playground by pure coincidence, a little after eight. a bunch of ( ALOT YOUNGER) church friends were hanging in the playground just outside my house, sitting on the swings and climbing around.. somehow, we hit off again like the best friends we were in so long ago, a rare moment of clarity, just revelling in the simple friendship we shared. none of the stupid politics one faces in secondary school. out of childishness, we started playing Groundhog, this game that's been around my estate since goodness knows when. i havent run climbed or felt so crazy in years! it was a really strange but sweet hour, and it left me wondering how much of my childhood ive forgotten already. im not old, im only fifteen. thats only three years after primary school. it just seems that all the stress from school and pressure to do well from adults in general have made me forget how to enjoy the silly things in life. i dont know why im posting this, it seems so trival now.. but i guess im a really sentimental person:D
i just treasure my life, indulge in my memories, forget the bad dreams and live in love.


i'll be looking forward to such random encounters again? hahahah(:

you're still a part of everything i do
somewhere on my heart just like a tattoo
i couldnt get rid of you if i wanted to
i'd carve out my heart first.


This isnt me(:<

a wise girl kisses but doesnt love
listens but doesnt believe, and leaves
before she is left.
marilyn monroe

actually, go by this!
LIFE'S UNCERTAIN. EAT DESSERT FIRST.
:D



Imagination enslaved.

tagboard area. :D
Dont be afraid to dream

cute alarm clock!
new colourful wallet
converse grey-pink pencilbox
SNOW PATROL'S up to now CD
neil gaiman's SANDMAN collection

screw it all. when in doubt, just buy me a book by neil gaiman. ANY BOOK. I'LL LOVE YOU FOR LIFE;D


Heart's Cadence

AMANDA is a dear!
ACTIONCITY
BRANDON chews.
CANDICE
CHC
CLARINDA <3 >
DAVE is a manhaur.
DEAN is the bean.
DEVIANT ART
ELIZABETH SISTER is the love!
DENISE
DIANA di-di!
ESTHER loves shinee!
GEN should not be allowed near kim bum.
GRACE
HAEJUN
NANA<3
JARRAD is a snowflake.
JEREMY(:
JIAHAO thinks too much.
JOEY<3
JULIE is mulie.
KIAT is way too smart.
KEZIA:D is undescribable!
KYMBERLY
LEAH
LINGHUI thinks she is a cow
MATTHEW should watch his honeyed words.
MARIA <3 is undoubtedly sexy.
MASH is a potato.
MICH WEE! - BIMBO!
MOARGH
MR ONG:D hmmm...
PEARLYN is quite crazy.
PUMBAA<3 loves some Changmin.
RachyPOOPOOBEAN<3 loves a good yunjae.
ROSABEL is a darling!
RUI YUAN part rabbit, really.
SARA OKA
SHANICE
SPCA
SUN
PAGAN POETRY
VALIOS<3 stalks zac quinto!
MRS SONG SINGING
YIXUAN<3 is hell-yeah' awesome!
*Jjang:D

and randomly cos you know you'll be needing it;
THOSE WHO GET LOST alot.
PORN! just kidding. you fail.
ENG TO CHI TRANSLATOR~ to cheat on those zhou jis!!



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