if i were dying and im supposed to write suicide notes to everyone,
i'd be something like this. (exampling!)

dear maria, im sorry for calling you a lecherous
old man. i love you very much, since
the day i first set eyes on you in sec
1! i love your fiery temper. you rebel!
I LOVE A BIT OF RESISTANCE. i
always thought you were full of
feminine charm, only i wasnt man
enough to admit that. i still love you
very much you know, even though its
too late for you to admit that
undying crush you always had on me:D

too much love,
veggie.

this proves im not ready to die yet. i cant take my own death seriously XD hahahaha. too much smut from FF, sigh, that was totally not my voice. i can hear Jimi's little wing speaking through me -.-

death is... complicated. understand that it doesnt just end there, because when you learn to be more mature you start reallising that its more than just YOU making a statement, but that you're leaving an expression on others around you, which is rarely positive. death is.. something i dont want to think about.

hmmm, these couple of days after the midyears have been... weird.
well, as expect midyears was just a bad dream for me D8
yeah. i didnt fail anything- -WHICH IM REALLY PROUD OF WILL YOU READ THE NEXT POINT-
but likewise, didnt do well either. ive gathered that, for an exam they wanted to slaughter us at, i can pass with just three hours of studying the day before. but that's a barely pass. good or bad? hahaha. im trying to be optimistic at failing, gosh.

oh kay let me explain the weirded feeling.
DONT DO THIS AT ANYWHERE, KIDS!
never.NEVER.
take chocolates or comfort food when you feel depressed.
really. DONT! coke or red-bull is O.U.T. too. 'cause...

you'll end up feeling OPTIMISTIC about your DEPRESSION. im serious. its a really disturbing, out-of-body-out-of-mind sensation. you can tell its working when you giggle hopelessly, throwing yourself into any cushy or tweed-beanie material in sight...

...yet while you're revelling in the senseless pleasurable feelings, somewhere in your head a voice is screaming -you shouldnt feel like that!! "no no nooo, you're supposed to be optimistic, humbled, but positive about improving! not silly and emotionally inappropraite about failing!!'' but the squabbles in your head get nowhere, and you end up grinning wider still like a damn fool:D


you see kids, sugar is really not good.

kay. back to earth. val to earth houston control.
(:

ZZZ! art marks. just thinking about it makes me tired.
there are two parts to my art marks this term, 50-50: for our drawing&painting, and the coursework for our finalyearsubmission thing. [my 9month baby.]

as usual, the d&p called for some superb last-minute cramming, and i finished more than the 4 required boards of research for d&p. i was trying out something new, using colour pencils and watercolour paints, which are both water based so you gotta be really careful about the blending/smudging. and cos the whole paper was just so last-minute for me, IT WAS HORRIBLE. when i did the exam itself i had this sinking feeling it was a fail. i've NEVER failed art before. but this time it felt... really bad. when i got out of the room, i pretty much barrelled into joey and cried. argh, so much for composure ;-; (joey wasnt being much help. mr ong the Big Oaf kim ong of Distraction-ism was around, so she was just drooling over him instead. sigh.)

but well anw, somehow... mr ong the skinny-bean-of-an-oaf still liked it!
OMG! JOOP! Aire!
yeah. i got a 70. pathetic in my standards, but for this rushed piece of crap i suppose i should be reasonable and thank him(: apparently, i scored really high for Personal Response. the theme was on 'Fragments', and so i focused mine on mental disorders- depression and multi-personality disorder.

the idea came about when i was researching for my english speech for the topic of 'Depression'. (which was supposed to be depressing. but my crazy class loved it anyway and laughed like shit, yes 'how insensitive, those brats!', but i still got 80% for it. 8)

anw while explaining my interpretation of Fragments as [multi-personality disorder], i guess somewhere along the way... i ended up sharing a bit more than i intended about myself. so ummm. im guessing mr ong was suitably touched? AHHHH WEIRD. i know teachers have this innate urge to squeal when you tell them unexpected bits about yourself. :D hahaha. all this emo shit makes you seem more.. 'real' to them, i guess.

...BUT THEN THOSE TEACHERS KEEP TRYING TO PSYCHO ME! D8 to hell with them warm fuzzies and good marks. as much as possible, i try to avoid this method. EMO SHIZ IS ONLY FOR SHANNEN.

***

kay so that was part one.
part two, the research for the finalyear 9month project... got handed up late. JUST A DAY LATE. and that's cos the Oaf only smsed me at, 2:53am THE NIGHT/MORNING BEFORE! EEEYUR!!! ofcourse i didnt see!! [insert really angry face]

sheesh. so like. "you handed up late, so i dont have an excuse to key in your marks for you." b!tch!!!!!! i was supposed to get [(83+70)/2 + (79)]/2 = 77.5 overall. but instead i got MUCH LOWER cos the bleeing first part (83) wasnt counted!! SHEESH. you can imagine my frustration. at first i didnt really feel much-"okay loh. you're such a meano im used to it already-.-" but later i reallised... art was supposed to be my ONLY A1. (refering to above,) MY MIDYEAR MARKS ALL SUCK!!

i suddenly reallised i just lost my only A1, for the subject i believed the most in... to freaking admin misunderstandings. i felt tears pricking. maybe its just the sugar causing me to overreact. but i quickly left the room so that no one would see me and try to be all Motherly and do the Tissue-paper-smother. i didnt have the mood to fight for my marks this time, despite what i usually do. as you can imagine, the rest of the day was pretty much ruined. i didnt have the mood to rush for jamming, though i promised ling and dave i'd try D: yeah, add to my misery.

AISH. im so drained just writing this now. i wanted to end with silly happy thoughts about chinese tuition, but i'll just leave that for the next post..(:

GOODNIGHT DEARS...

IVE GOT THE GIRL BLUES
I CANT GET OVER YOOO
WHEN I SEE YOU EVERDAY
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAAAAYYY...
COS IVE GOT THE GIRL BLUOOOSSS!


HAHAHA. MATTHEW IS A FINE SHIT. on-the-spot by him, he just makes him laugh so much! fails. his words dont make sense but they're hillarious otherwise.

anw, i saw this while scrolling around on msn... [c=1] [bryan] i love jamiroquai [/c=1] - I Do Not Hook Up - Kelly Clarkson.
HAHAHA, OH MAN:D maybe its cos of who he is (totally straight as a rod person, extremely smart, he's in NUS FRICKING HIGH! O: so like. expect a nice and sensible nerd), but that's so not like him:D [okay, i think im just in a very pleasable and giggly mood. sigh.]

AOKAY OKAY
MY PARENTS ARE BACK!!
lucky porks. my dad got some invitation from his client to watch the premier of TERMINATOR: SALVATION
and... he brought my mom, INSTEAD OF ME!!! DDD8

TSK, I FEEL SO BETRAYED, YOU KNOW I WANTED TO WATCH IT!!!
hahaha. well they're back now and spazzing over it. just to make me mad cos i was dying to see it first!
...

oh, okay maybe its good i didnt go:D my dad says it was
more boring than WOLVERINE and so that's really bad. ): wolverine wasnt the top notch i was hoping... i liked thestory, but then you should hear theo ripping the director apart for butchering her favourite comic. yeah, she's a serious comics buff.(:

speaking of theo, SHE IS MY TOTAL ALTER-EGO
/MOVIE TWIN!! OMG! we have EXACTLY the same
tastes in everything media-concerned. its kind of disturbing.
and totally ... jaw-dropping. since our midyears are over, all
lessons are cancelled and instead we have this intensive
CHINESE LESSONS ONLY daily schedule.

8:15 - 10:30: CHINESE MOCK EXAMS.
[pause for recess]
11:45 - 2:00: GO THRU ANSWERS FOR
CHINESE MOCK EXAMS.
and the cycle repeats-.-



since majority of the sec 3's are neatly tucked away
in OBS for the next few days, we've conveniently
hijacked their empty but AIR-CONDITiONED
classrooms for our lessons. its really not conducive
to staying awake:D hahahah. so well, to keep
ourselves sprightly we mostly try to talk (softly,
but more). anyway, cos of that laoshi changed my
place from chloe to next to theo. its quite ironic, i think im talking more now. THE TWO OF US ARE LIKE, [poon calls it ] "TA-TA-TA-TATA-TA-TA-TA NONSTOP." HEEHEEHEE.


BECAUSE!! we found out that we both love all the MARVEL comics!!! SQUEAL ANOTHER FELLOW FAN. cant say how elated i feel!(: its like, imagine youre in a foreign country when suddenly you meet a fellow singlish-sprouting singaporean!!
WARM FUZZIES ALL OVER~

well, jean grey the telepath has the best powers, sabretooth and wolverine SHOULD NOT BE brothers. more about it later. oh &amazingly... we both love the Avatar too!!!! we were having a major shipping war during chinese today:D "so, zutara or kataang?" we both reckon aang is a pedo. while everyone keeps pairing up katara with every possible character. even zhao, how gross.

[AND THIS IS ILLUSTRATED BY THE COMICS ABOVE, SHIPPING WARS ARE A BLOODY AND VIOLENT AFFAIR. insulting one is almost as serious as insulting a religeon.]

but well, for those who dont yet understand, ITS PERFECTLY OKAY. (: i think you... arent ready yet!(: heehee. NOT OLD ENOUGH! :D go read maria's blog in the meanwhile for your daily porn fix 8D hahahaha.




[now is a long pause, called Dinner.]





OMG. I JUST FOUND OUT MY FRIEND HAS HIS OWN RADIO STATION. I MEAN. OMG!!!
and he's only 15. he's only doing night shifts now as DJ, cos of school and all...
but, but, but...
THAT'S JUST WICKED.
okay he's playing sexy mirotic now, thanks to me:D hahaha. his voice sounds really androgynous (read, non-gender) though. REALLY. its kind of cute, cos when he laughs, it seriously sounds like a girl. HEH HEH. high pitched squeals. AHAHAHAHAHA~

"you know what i love about tHe night? i know it sounds quite wrong, but i love dreams. dreaming. NO, NOT WET DREAMS, I KNOW WHAT YOU LISTENERS ARE THINKGING! [gives cute girly laughter] they're just dreams. though yesterday i had this strange dream, where i got bitten by a dog, and then i couldnt move at all, and i panicked and felt his drool on my arm..."
HAHAHA. CUTE LA. in a really failed, mr ong way. i can totally imagine:D



OKAY GOING TO SLEEP NAO~
must sleep earlier so i can waste more energy during daylight hours. :D

ps: HAHAHAHAH DRAMA SYF IS THE BOMB. it gives a ridiculous number of cca points.

+ 4 points for achieveing GOLD
+ 3 points for "Representing the school"
+ 2 points cos we later also performed once for the teachers and lower sec...

and one more silly thing. i also got
+ 2 points for joining the N.E.MATION III competition,
even though our team didnt win, they actually gave us 2 points for 'representing school' again. i think the teachers really love me! hahaha (8

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
Lips for biting
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
Eyes for striking
Now I'm twisted up when I'm twisted with you
Brush so lightly
And time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
Squeeze so tightly

I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste new, precious time
We'll dance inside the song

What makes the want to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
Touch sight taste like fire
Hands do know what eyes no longer defend
Hands to fuel desire
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste new, precious time
We'll dance inside the song

What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah (x2)

And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake

What makes the want to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

Move down to me slip into you...
Dance Inside - All American Rejects

ive loved this song longer than ive been in w417.

they fight- he shouts softly, she's burning with cold
memories like cursed chests of gold
the sky draws around like black velvet
they turn back for a last gaze, lingering
eyes synchronized, feral almost under streetlamps
yet behind eyelids the mind
cannot bear leave the warm sunshine
wordlessly, he gathers her unto him again.
(and her head fits perfectly into his embrace.)

omg,
OBS IS HERE AGAIN!!
...
for the juniors only, silly:D


hehehe, its THAT time of the year where you hear girls
discussing along corridors what to pack and frantically
whispering how to get illegal MCs. lulz. im quite glad i
went thru it alr... TO ME, OBS WAS OSSUM!!! REALLY
REALLY, AWESOME. TRULY(: and coming from
someone who hates the mud and grass, this is alot.


i rmb the week before, i reallised half of jjang wasnt going -.- rachy and nener skipped it with their infaillable gastric and something... and maria has her skin. and other reasons. RAH!! i was pissed and then worried cos its like, 'shit, obs. D8' dread and all. i didnt start packing till the very night before cos i was that much in denial-.-

-doom and glooms-


but then, when you're there..
you'll reallise its really ALOT better than it seems.
yes yes, you hear horror stories of wild boars and sandflies and the unbearable heat. BUT THAT ONLY HAPPENS TO NAUGHTY CHILDREN! :D hahahah. listen to your obs instructors man! you'll only get sandflies visiting if you stupidly insist on spraying OFF spray(not that its bad, no no no. its just that sandflies in particular are attracted to its sweet smell). & there are no boars, its only wild dogs, which come at night to people who leave messy food scraps around their Area. LULZ YOU GUYS ARE ALL GETTING TOO SCARED! :D

ultimately, you'll come out... looking like you came from war, but you know you'll be feeling like it was an epic victory(: somehow, obs makes you reallise you are capable of much more than you think. yeah, they'll push your limits, make you physically drained as you trek and sail and rock-climb... but hey, when you reallise that [OMG!] you SURVIVED the camp itself, you'll feel damn accomplished:D and that's more than enough last you through the physical tiredness. i know after i came back from obs, i rushed home for a bath then (without collapsing into a nap) i somehow jumped through a hillsong concert which ended late in the night. LOL THANKS NENER FOR THE INVITE:D

rahhh. i want to go again! now that i reflect on it, i reallise all that whining and dreadery i felt before i went was totally uncalled for. its a pity that not all schools are able to enjoy this privillege either, so as the 'screamy bimbos' from mgs we should REALLY appreciate this. so long as you have friends and LOTS OF SUNBLOCK on your side, its just fun in the sun!>:D

i am so setting myself up for bankruptcy and hay-fever.

hehehe. after midyears... lol. i have plans to go out at every possible afternoon until somewhere in june:D im getting sore-throat from eating all the LOVELY BUT SO FORBIDDEN food, a lil too much sunshine and shopping is just killing my piggy bank. hehehe. i'll feel guilty later.

SHOPPING WITH JOEY HUE AND SHERYLL GOH
STAR TREK WITH THEO OMG
ALIENS VS MONSTERS WITH KEZ AND MATT*
DATE WITH JOEY, SUPER LOL! ((((((((:
RAMEN GIRL WITH RAE+POON? **
PROM DRESS SHOPPING WITH VALLY! (and possibly maria is she will oblige:D)

lalalaa. then church camp + cg camp! :D hehehe.
somewhere in the middle is chinese o lvls. when i rmb when i'll tell you. im sure. HEEHEE.

wow. the ever-brilliant kez somehow thinks me and matt are... THE D-WORD! D8 i'll smack her for that, what the hell. she ought to be crucified for it:D YOU HEAR THAT?! tsky. but at least she's coming to the expo svc this week! ^0^ i'll make sure we get front row seats? MMHMM.

something funny happened yesterday.

me and my younger sis were going to watch wolverine, when somehow we got into a tickling fight. we hardly ever have proper ones anymore, so it was kind of violent. we were pretty much laughing and crying and making strange choky noises at the same time... when i kicked my phone by accident and it called the first missed call. i didnt reallise, but later matthew called back to ask if i was okay cos when he answered, all he heard was screaming and moaning.

HAHAHAH. OKAY ALRIGHT, DONT THINK TOO MUCH KIDS:D


RANDOM PHYSICS TIME!
THE POTENTIAL DIFFERENCE (V.) BETWEEN TWO POINTS IN AN ELECTRIC CIRCUIT IS DEFINED AS THE AMOUNT OF ELECTRICAL ENER CONVERTED TO OTHER FORMS OF ENERGY WHEN ONE COULOMB OF POSITIVE CHARGE PASSES BETWEEN THE TWO POINTS.

YAY.now to type out the other 18900 other definitions. pahhh. -.-

ahhhh... my head is exploding, partly cos of pearlala's stupid confession:D
expected. but still. my head is ringing and that's really NOT good at 1 am! D8

i think i'll go rant at jiahao. heehee. lately, he's just so patient with me... hahah. i love having an older brother!:D he's kind of funny in a mr ong way, its kind of endearing.... ahh. hahaha. to think im so mean to him.

he was so nice ytd anw, after i was done ranting about how sucky amath was, he pretty much convinced me amath is worth forgetting:D lulz. then he changed the topic to some other random shiz, but it felt better la (:





i dont know what to do.
im suddenly so depressed... maybe its the soft songs.
i cant bear having my friends hurt, after... megan.
it just. reaches me, even though i dont want it.
i dont know her personally.
but how can i just shut myself down?
there's no way to run, or to turn away from the world and it overwhelms me.

laugh for what we've got
dumb with what we face
shattered with what we've lost
paralyzed with what we might...

another speaks.
the girl was stupid to jump. she doesnt appreciate life. you havent seen your own parents try to commit suicide in front of you.you havent faced enough hurts in this world. we are all strong enough to overcome ANYTHING...only you've choose not to. you fool, why throw away what was so good? enjoy living. enjoy breathing. your existence is a fight against your circumstance. when you choose to give up, who really wins? did you solve your problem? even make it a fraction better? you just hurt all around you immeasurably, why, why, why...


sometimes im angry at god. for not being there. why didnt he catch us as we fell? didnt he say he'd be there for us? i hate this. i know he exists... only sometimes i feel he isnt there for me. or this terrible world.

Where were you when everything was falling apart?
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

and the irony of praying for more faith is like fighting for peace.

they dont make sense. i WANT to love him, believe, talk to him, and have him in my heart. but right now my heart's just filled with confusions and distaste. how does god allow such cruel things to happen?

i cant find an explanation that satisfies me. this isnt just. and no matter how we fight..
i cant give up, but its just so crushingly hopeless at the same time. i want to have faith, believe, but i cant bring myself to trust him somehow. after all that's happened, not just to me, but to those i care about. why i cant stop asking that. but then i know, 'who am i to question God? by creating me, he has already done more than he needs to for me, to give me the privilledge to exist...'

i know he exists, because of my life alone, because of the miracles of life itself around me. the trees breathe, the wind moves, from thousands of miles away the sun still warms my skin and i smile to myself... only i still feel betrayed, by the times where somehow, i selfishly didnt get my way, or the time wasnt right, but somehow i still dont understand how this fits into His plan. why. so many questions which probably dont matter.

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me

im trying to find it in my heart to trust and love him again. it was so easy, when times were different back then. i never questioned or felt anything because as kids, i was shielded from it. but now, not anymore... things change. you loose that which you love. Im doing my best to trust and love him. But it might not work out. Because I love somebody I don’t trust anymore, ive lost all faith in myself. Its like when parents abuse their children. Kids lose their trust in the parents they love, but still accept them, so they end up not trusting themselves anymore.

it just hurts to see others suffer,
and you feel so helpless knowing there's pretty much nothing you can do.

I SWEAR, MY MR ONG IS BEING SUCH A BITCH TO ME.
argh1!!!!!
i dont know what joey sees in him, honestly.
sian.

"val, i want colour pictures for your prep work!"
'haaaaarh. where can i print in colour then?'
"dont know! too bad! hee hee."
'but, but, teachers can print in colour right?'
"...YES, but i dont want! i want to eat lunch now."

[as a minute consolation, later, he adds]
"...aiyah, i think you can ask the com lab to help you. but they charge 50c per page. too bad they just started this year. hee hee."

SEE!?!?! ARGH ASDF. THIS IS MR ONG FOR YOU.
-FUMES-


ITS LIKE, WTF?! i think he secretly wants us to fail art.
to all the little squirts out there who think art is all fun and easy.... DIIIEEEEE!!!

(here's torres close-up to bring FUN and LAUGHTER!:D hehe.. oh pft. ling says he's cute. but im still quite mad.)










:D
:D
:D




[rants aside]



today was amath.
oh sorry, okay that means more rants, not really done yet.

AMATH WAS SOOOOO SUCKY!!! ARGH!!
DIE. DIE. DIED.
im in a royally beastly mood.

"...three words who popped up the most frequently were SHIT! DIE! and FAIL!"

WELL SAID MARIA DEAR. i swear, the minute the paper was over, 'fail' was on everyone's lips. how glorious. i think i panicked and screwed up all my questions, im pretty sure i'll get a single digit and counselling for the rest of this year.

its like during the entire amath paper, my mind kept screaming,
'ABORT! ABORT! ABORT!'
...
it was like, all on post-exams/star-trek mode already. theo cant stop laughing now. she's a total trekkie and comics buff, and we're both in the same cca. oh gosh, must be her influence!

sigh. amath is really a fail for me. i hate trigo and i panic.

chem was... okay!
surprisingly. really surprisingly. (:
for one hour's worth of mugging ytd... hahaha. i could answer all the questions! not that i think they're very easy, but i could remember how to do, and it felt right anw, so it must be okay! ^0^
hehe. i dont have logic, yes.

but chloe loves to say...

women have intuition. but men?
men have testosterone.

HAHAHAHA. CHAMPION. chloe is such a dear when she's in her mrs napoleona alter-ego:D

okay... got to go do prep for art )':
mr ong is such a nag. and he haunts the com lab so i cant slack in peace. brrrrh.

FAREWELL. MAY YOU LIVE LONG AND PROSPER.
(vulcan for goodbye. i cant wait for star trek!)















life sucks. have some cute guys.
mirotic from ages ago, but even CHANGMIN looks somewhat manly here O_O as usual, jae and yunho tops all! ^o^

THIS SHALL BE A LOL POST.

ONE!
DEDICATIONS TO ALL THE
HOT HOT HOT MEN
IN OUR LIVES:

RAYMOND LAM (CHLOE)!!
her beloved lamfung.
i dont know what she sees in him
(he's quite old! D8)
but ah well. maybe its a FETISH? 8D
hahahaha. heard from poonie
its supposed to be normal in her class O_O





THEN THEN,
TORRES THE TORRESTER! (LING)
HAHAHAHA.
CAN SEE WHY HE'S HOT!
this picture's a customisation,
sorry ling, i wouldnt stand having a typical sweaty footballer running around my blog! 8D NVM HE'S JUST AS HOT HERE SO THAT'S KAY! 8D



AND SPOCK (Z.Q.)!! (VALLLLL)
HEHEHEH. THIS ONE I AGREE!
(lol. cant rmb who did the spoof but QUANTUM OF SPOCK is funny XD)
he was sexy in heroes.
BUT IN STARTREK...
ITS JUST NERD-SEXY!
LOL. he's a vulcan. that's half-human to you, only better...
its cool. GO WATCH!!!
ZACHARY QUINTO IS THE NEXT BOOM!




AND SINCE THIS IS MY BLOG,
I SHALL PUT SEXY HAN KYUNG HERE.
MUAHAHAHA. i tell you,
there is something irresistable
about 13 men dancing in suits.
but that's another story 8DD
hahahaha.
can you believe, this is a SKETCH!?
IM SERIOUS.
a fan drew [this] out in pencil.

that's true fandom.



well, kay there was another funny (but this is totally unrelated to hot guys) thing that happened on friday, after our ss paper. poonie, maria, xuanface and i decided to stay back to 'study' *COUGH ACTUALLY-NO-ONE-DID-EXCEPT-ME COUGH* and anw, we found this Seventeen mag in poon's class.

i was reading it in my seat with maria peering over my shoulder, when suddenly she made this retarded cough-grunt, and so i turned around to look at her. when i found i was sort of staring at her crotch instead. (she was standing and i was sitting.) OMG.

there was this moment of silence, then me and xuan burst out laughing helplessly and fell about on the floor. it got so bad we even started crying and laughing and crying again. must be exam stress. but the awkwardness of the situation was just so 'WHATTHEFUCK' its sheer gayness. examstress, i tell you:D hahahaha. maria as usual, hit us both solidly and proceeded to sulk. (and she took the magazine too.)

well yeah. apart from that, life has been hopeless mugging, and so ummm theres not much else to post. i just hope i'll do well for SS! (((((((((:


AND TO END. WITH NOTHING ELSE BUT AN EVEN SEXIER HANKYUNG.
what shall i do without him. hahahaha:D

I WANT SAVAGE GARDEN!!!

AHHHHH!
i will die soon if i cant get those songs... but more importantly, the ALBUM! O: its one thing to like the lyrics. but when you fall in love with the lead's voice... it doesnt matter what he sings anymore!:D SIGH. im dissolving into a puddle! hahaha. there's just some singers who really have The Voice. so even if their guitar/drums are like shit, its okay. IM GOING TO BUY THEIR ALBUMS, WHOOOO~! :D that includes Pink, Nickelback, Avril, Savage Garden, FOB, Jack johnson, Lenka, and of course DONGBANGSHINKIOMGOSH! ohh yeahh.

oh wait. only when building fund's over. ):