Tuesday, July 29, 2008
♥ 12:34 AM
PS: this was quite awhile ago and i really wanted to update but then the connections died and so i had to wait for daddy to fix up the wireless): im sorry.
POST XXX!
hahah. omg drama is until 8-something for today and tmr but on thhhhursday and friday its a cinderella 11 D: im soooo tired... which explains why im bloggind? ;D anw for today this' kinda short cos my mum is nagging alr.. still, this is kinda an important issue.
[fasting]wow. fasting is harder than i thought! for someone like me who gets really hungry often and is easily tempted.. ESPECIALLY with
poonba's Magical Lunchbox (!) and all... but well with God's help ive made the most tiring days of this year without fainting(:
ANywaY FOR MARIA'S SAKE
1.
fasting is NOT dieting. this is soooo important and i dont know how people can even get this mixed up.
2. its NOT ramadan (malay/muslim) or some
anti-meat protest. for me, im going on a 12-hour LIQUID FAST. which means i wont be doing your bloody 40-day or 21-day fast (once again, im pissed. people who go
"what, you're only doing 12-hours?" im going to
punch your nose into your brains. TRY DOING IT FIRST THEN SAY THAT.)
the main purpose of fasting is
self-humbling. im not trying to reach nirvana (HAHA) but (to me) its sort of like saying "God, normally i'll be eating and i'll have enough energy to stay awake during math and have some left to annoy rachy. but today, im
deliberately going without food cos im gonna lean on YOUR stength instead of relying on myself."
yup, i guess that sums it up. no, im not that religeous. im just your average girl. but i think being a christian is more than going to church and lifting your hands, and ive decided to actively join my cg in spiritual warfare. yes, theres some...
disturbing. things going around lately that i dont wanna talk about (though you can ask joe-ahhy). i guess fasting is also a sort of spiritual blanket of protection for me... ahh. i shall stop before i preach a sermon to ya'll :D its just that, some people dont understand and treat it quite lightly. well, ItS NOT.
yep time to let this all sink in.
for whoever who chances across this..
LOVES,
VEG (the darling kueen)
ps: IM PERFORMING DRAMANIGHT ON FRI and SAT.
TICKETS ARE ONLY 15 BUCKS SO
DONT BE STINGY AND
COOOOMMMMMEEEEE!!!
