AWESOME, ITS ANGUS,THONGS&SNOGGING MV! (:
i havent watched the movie, but im having second thoughts after seeing this mv! hahah.
AND. the guy is hot man! really. REALLY. STOP LAUGHING.
Ultraviolet - Stiff Dylans

SIANNING.
recess times:
MONDAY 10:40
TUESDAY 11:00
WEDNESDAY 11:00
THURSDAY 10:00
FRIDAY 11:00

WHAT FREAK TIMINGS. and my free periods arent helping either:
TUESDAY 11:40 - 12:40
THRUSDAY 9:00 - 10:00
FRIDAY 8:40 - 9:00, 11:40 - 12:40


sigh. well actually apart from the timings, im rather grateful that i have so many free periods. apart from studying during these times, me and rachy will be found frolicing around the school under Mr Ong's Failed Supervision... hahahha. he once caught us staring blankly at a rose bush from a Sec 2 classroom... ugh. those were the days 8)

WARNING, THIS ENTIRE POST FROM HERE ON IS BASICALLY RANTING. DONT READ IF YOURE ALREADY EMOING. GRRR!

siiiigh. school's starting all over, this year's the crucial one ):
the final lap. I SO WANT TO GET INTO ACS(IB).

i'll do almost anything, including freaking studying. but im having doubts now.
as always. sigh. theres alot that people dont see about me and people dont know. I have decided that this year, IM GOING TO BE NICE. but no one believes me D8 hahha. im not really sure if i mean it now anyway. im quite scared, brandon (who just finished his big O) says this is the year where i'll find out more about myself than anything. which is what's creepy, cos i dont really trust myself D8

besides, im self-preservative, lazy, untrusting, uncaring towards most, doubtful, waaaay too carefree for my own good and basically secretly suspicious of everything in situations that dont call for it. :O on top of being histronic and having a MAJOR peter-pan complex.
OOOHHHH. now you know.



but still, this is a new year's post, i should be putting happier stuff up here. this was from a while ago [somewhere in december] that wanted to post this... but somehow i didnt.

THIS CHRISTMAS.

ive fricking got a GUESS? wallet!! omg. which is a real blessing cos my dad doesnt even believe in branded goods. OMG. and then,
YIXUAN GAVE ME THe BEST XMAS PRESENT EVER!! really, when i saw it wanted to scream and hug the lovable bhangla that was next to me on the 170 bus when i opened it(: gen promptly ran away. i am so so soooo touched xuanniepoo!!! :O ive finally solved this year-long crisis between two of my really really reeeeaaalllllyyyyyyy close friends!! but im not posting their names here. (:
oh and, i keep finding monehhh!! heehee i found like a $50 taka voucher from JULIE even!! OMG.

but things have changed. though i hate it when they do, the universe in general takes delight in proving me wrong. Though i still have my gifts, i havent really solved the year long crisis thingy cos it just swung to a really bad state now, and im really annoyed.
also, i keep getting easily pissed at people in general. like gen, my mom, matthew, yixuan and probably every other human being who has a patience limit. i keep blowing up at people cos im just so stressed, but its only the 4th fricking day into the new year!!!!!!! ROOAAAAARRRRR!!!!

what is wrong with me. this is one of those rare times where im just so angry and scared at the same time. its not a good thing, i read that that's what caused anakin the jedi dude to GO TO THE DARK SIDE. oh dear. D8

and then... theres those horrible rumours that just dont make sense. that gen and that idiot ruiyuan keep coming up with. guys if youre reading this, KNOW THAT IT DOESNT HELP.
arrrgh
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-breathes-






i am going to be nice. i wont say anything anymore, i dont want to get angry, cos then i'll get more scared and more angry and more scared and kill everyone like Mr Creazil in TheLittleGirl - CrookedSixpence.

now.
before i die of stress and kill you all as well, i am going to study. SS. for tmr. and possibly do a spot of chinese zhou ji. D8

konfoosious say,
'you often meet your destiny on the path you take to avoid it.'