VERDICT FOR Te WEEK:(almost)everything's back to normal!! :D

mmmm well today was a really good day, at least when compared to the rest!!!!(((((((((((:

i remember waking up with a SUPER BAD OWWW FFFF !@#$%@# LEG CRAMP this morning. i have this tendency to sleep with one foot twisted under the other. its just been habbit.i woke up screaming this morning cos it was AAAAGH AWFUL AND JUST BAD. what an awful start to what i thought was a going to be a horrible day D: i wanted to skip school cos of that... and i got really mad when my mom didnt allow. then, i got even more depressed cos i remembered i was supposed to fast today too and i just felt i didnt have the strength to. then, horrible PE and Drama later. i remember praying, 'oh gods, help me, thank you God for helping me survive today, please help me' )':
but then, FASTING AND PRAYING DOES HELP(((((((((: even though it seems it'll just cause more harm in a situation like this...

yes if you must know, me and joey have been busy blowing each other's heads off over the past few days. so, its such a huge relief to make back up with joey!(: we sort of paperred it over during our recess(: i think we were both really frustrated and just needed to shout at something:D which turned out to be each other, but at least we're solved now(: its really sad how on fridays, we're the only two from jjang who has the 11oclock recess:/ but today it really helped la(:
WE WENT CLOUD WATCHING IN THE QUADRANGLE AGAIN!! O:
yes, it has to be just about the most relaxxxing thing ever(: even though pretty much the whole school can see you if they cran their necks out of their classrooms. hahah. i think we're the only two gay freaks in the whole history of mg to ever cloud-watch-from-the-useless-quadrangle:D


Through the day, i learnt to lean on God's strength instead. I found that actually, the day went alot smoother even though i was fasting. like, my bio spa was actually a breeze:D NO ANOMALOUS STUPID RESULTS!! O: i had so much time left i started randomly mixing all the left over potato and hydrogen peroxide thingyies:D fizzle fizzle bubbly dizzle. and even though i had PE and drama, and my stomach was chewing itself from all the physical exercises, i just kept praying whenever i felt the pangs coming and they left. fasting always draws you closer to god at the end of the day(: it makes you more sensitive to the spirit i guess, if you're not permanently digesting food like a pig:D its a challenge, but look to the reward, my friends. we shall run our races well.

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OH NO, NEW PROBLEMMMM. aish, rachy and maria are at it again. like ... hmmm. fire and water. not lovers. but you kno, both are really really strong about their opinions and damn stubborn at times, and seem to clash at every possible thing:D hahah. i mean it in a good way, i dont wanna make things worse k? :D but sometimes i wish they wouldnt take offence so easily and all. maria has no life and rachy has too much(: sigh. ITS IMBA AND YOO KNOW IT.

well, i guess sometimes managing all the different politics in jjang is like running a country, you have to be diplomatic about what you say while trying to bring your meaning across - without offending, and then you have to make strong allies for wars like these so that it settles quickly, you have struggles for power (OH NO IT REALLY DOES HAPPEN LIKE SO D8) .. and dont even get us started about organising all those crazy party events D: its a pain to throw and yet necessary cos theyre so fun after that:D sigh. at this point i must really applaud rachy and pumbaa for all the effort they have put in to generally govern the epic country of JJANG:D hahah.

OTAYA, I WILL TRY TO POST LESS EMO STUFF FROM NOW ON:D haha. actually, this blog isnt really meant to be for public reading, i made it just so i could rant and maria can nag at me about it later:D i dont mean to be making anyone feel depressed, and if you do YOU SHOULD STOP READING IT NOW.

but well yeah, ITS THE WEEKENDS TMRRRR!!! WHOOOO. i have cellgroup and study group tmr!!:DDD where i shall find someone well edddycated in paisaiks to teach me about lenses D: i dont really get it. but i'll try to find help tmr(: aish. shit, i just remembered i have higher art! AHHH HOW.
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WELL OOPS NEVERMIND, I'LL JUST IGNORE MR ONG FOR THIS WEEK THEN 8D hahaha.
HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND PEOPLE(:

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