DOSE OF REALLLITY! :D

these couple of days have been just awesome. as in seriously, awesome even till im actually spelling the word awesome ACCURATELY. (:

firrrrst.
MY MARKS. which have not been absymally high or top-of-the-class-and/or-top-of-the-level, but they're good enough for me.(:

PHYSIKS. 21. OMG. i passed, lets throw a partaye!!:D whooo. im so proud of myself. 1/3 of my uber nerd, unbelievably smart class failed. so im proud to be part of the 2/3 that didnt.. for once.. hehehe. (: ITS BETTER THAN NOTHING.

AMATH/EMATH. WHOOO MAJOR IMPROVEMENT TOO! i know my class got an epic 10+ full marks? hahaha. and sad to say i missed mine by tree marks. but wtf. i mean, what the FUCK, its not like i'll be an engineer:D hehehe. no big loss la, though i wish i'd gotten a higher A.

ENGLISH i got an A2, nyeh nyeh nie-nyehhh nyehhhh!!!!! hahahaha. really happy happy happy once again, i though i'd get an epic fail cos i was having a fever on that day. this is truely a thank-god thing i guess(: its all cos of Him that i still have enough retard cells around to answer ms bong's questions, essays, everything...hmmm(:

BIO ahhh sucks la! omg. only 22. but that's okay, it was mostly data based, so im fine with that. just hope to improve more? hmmm.

CHEM OH NO THIS WAS THE CRUEL ONE COS I LOST 8 MARKS TO USING BAD GRAMMAR. hahaha. ms yang was quite pissed i think cos i used shorthand for the last part, so she might not give the marks to me. ;-; but at least i understand the stuff now, hahaha. MUST CHEER UP VAL, AND MUG HARDER!(:

then chinese/lit, dont know yet, will get them tmr.
actually, i felt really really REALLY depressed today. i went to the sick bay for the first time in my life, and its quite a nice place (contrary to popular rumours IT DOES NOT SMELL LIKE DEATH. the pillows are pink.) and so i slept for like, forever. felt the dizzyness and stomachstopyourrioting leave, but decided wth, might as well skip chinese:D then later, i think i had a nightmare and when i woke up... i saw mr lee leaving. hahaha, how apt. :D

but like yeah, later when i went for chem tuition (there's just no escaping these things), i began to feel really depressed again. i hate loosing marks, esp if its losing them to stupidity. dont D8 me, i know ive been unusually harsh on myself towards these things. even though its partly being a sec4 and partly cos of my dad -he's also a perfectionist- but i get really bummed about these stuff. so i ended up talking about JC/NUS/suicidal classmates with my chem teacher. of all things random. but somehow the morbid stuff was cheering me up again la.:D then called sheryll and joey later, just for good measure.. haha. they're awesome friends la(:

OKAY WELL. i feel better, a least a lil... (: haish. must improve and fit in with the mugger couture! nerd is the new cool, at least thats what stong says. :P hehehehehehehe. OKAY OFF TO BIO HW AND BANDAGE PREP NOW. BYEBYE~

ps: OMG I JUST FOUND AN ANCIENT MICHAEL JACKSON AMIDST MY DAD'S OLD JUNK, UNBELIEVABLE. O: