Saturday, July 04, 2009
♥ 5:27 PM
I HATE YOU ALL.
I HATE GOD. FOR TAKING EVERYTHING AWAY.
i hate the people.
for doing the impossible to me.
for making me hate what i want
for making me see despair in what i love
for making me see fear what i trusted
for making me believe in what was most painful-
-for taking you all away.
but god,
but even as a i rage and shriek against you,
i find myself drawing even nearer to you.
i just want you to love me and never leave.
the truth hurts when i admit it.