Wednesday, September 02, 2009
♥ 12:16 AM
if what's best for you is what's most painful, would you still like me to do it?i dont know.
so many times, i face this in so many people who confide in me.
sometimes, i wanna wring your neck for sheer stupidity, but i cant.
sometimes, i just wanna drag you away from what's hurting you. but i cant.
do you want me to tell you the truth?
do you want me to do what you couldnt - what's best?
or how about this.
so many times, im holding your dark secrets.
the little things you make me promise not to tell.
the strange questions you ask are extremely telling of what's on your mind...
it hurts me, but i dont wanna make that choice for you.
im not like that! when i promise not to, i really wont tell.
but then... am i being a true friend? or am i too caught up in being your playground buddy i'll take your secrets to the grave - both our graves... well- what really is a true friend? all that smut aside, would you hate me if i helped you, but it hurt? what can i do! i feel so helpless. eitherway, i loose you. im not experienced enough to try both. ive only stood by silently watching you descend into madness.
tell me, answer me. what would you do?
