Monday, September 21, 2009
♥ 7:56 PM
When some folks agree with my opinions I begin to suspect I'm wrong. ~Kin Hubbard
pan is here when stong says my idea is perfectly fine.
pan asks if he's just patronising me! i feel like crying.
pan is also here when he says i need to work harder.
pan whispers i am no good. replace fear with anger.
maybe i'll work better this way.
pan is here.the harder i ferret, pan just burrows deeper.
i cannot drive it out of my mind.
it is the beginning of the end.
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today, i was sticking more works to the art room walls. doing stuff like climbing on top of a table with my shoes on. not really thinking. sugar rushing. squeeze blue tack. push it onto the wall. squeeze more blue tack. i promptly stepped off the edge and fell straight to the floor.
it is the beginning of the end.
