Till SM officially comments… I will not trust a single ounce of this…despite credible sources, I hope they will be not credible for once despite my respect for journalism… We know what have to go thru to be what they are today and I don’t think Geng didnt think hard enough before he submits whatever he submitted. I just saw a fancam from Nanjing Su Show and I felt great that Zhou Mi and Henry is part of the family though without Kibum and my bb… but at least the acceptance to stand on that same stage… its just all unexpected… God… I am tearing up now and I am still at work before X’mas break… And I really don’t like the comparison with JaeChunSu situation. Its all just unfortunate and bad timing.
Other than that, I think I will pretty much die. SJ is my main fandom and one that I so crazily in love. Not that I am rabid or insane… if we see the rabid things fangirls do these days… too many examples to mentioned,I have always thought I am level minded enough… But Suju and DBSK is like 2 of my biggest K-pop love, *if* and using the word very loosely… if anything happens… I will give it all up…coz I can’t take no heartbreak no more… I know bb, boybands don’t last forever but there are who last enough to grow together with us for a long time… K-pop,if anything but just turbulent these days… I sometimes freaks out what I read on a daily basis…
And I just put in an order for Su Show II live album… how am I gonna enjoy it, knowing something was probably brewing all this while?
God… its like just a week before 31 Dec, but I can tell the year is ending really bad for me till all this SM stuffs gets cleared up! >.<>