Wednesday, January 06, 2010
♥ 2:45 PM
grrrrr... pissed like hell now.
no, actually, more of just irritated.
you know how everyone has people in their past that they've forgotten, or has simply vanished out of their lives?
well yeah, sometimes these FREAKS surface again and cause a whole lot of trouble. the sad thing is that they actually used to be your friends, and you spend those quiet moments, while travelling on the bus, wondering what happened to them, if theyre happier now, if they still remember you... stupid, huh.
rah. not going to rant very much here. thing is, someone dug up my WAY OLD dead blog and started questioning my posts. i highly doubt even my current jjbest friends of four years know it exists. -.- ugh. as i said, people change and forget to tell each other. people change, so, so, much! not just me, but im sure
you, as well. some people have grown closer, some people have grown more mature, but others... have only gotten more puerile.
funny thing, i even wrote a disclaimer at the bottom of the post, but that seems to have been ignored.
okay, gotta plan for the reunion party tmr!! CANT WAIT!!:)
happier things await me, hahaha. i dont need to explain myself here, because i have real friends who see myself exactly for the mixture of good and garbage that i am. im sick as hell of why some people must find out the 'roundabout way, of rumours and diaries and hearsay. pft. oh well, if you cant take the effort to find me, i wont take the effort to ease your confusion.
why cant you just ask it to my face? cos you're scared to face the truth, or because you like those juicy lies soooo much better?
if you want to know the truth, you can always call me. or find me personally, where supposedly, i cannot hide behind an electronic screen-.- i have not said things i am ashamed of, even in phone calls or letters written in the dead of the night, and i will gladly clarify them if you so bring these issues up to me.
what a way to ruin my new year's day.
