OH GOD. THE OLDIES IN MY OFFICE ARE JUST BITCHING ABOUT MARRIAGE.

i have come to the conclusion that all successful people are cynical about love. they honestly treat marriage like its a business deal!!

[and while everyone can talk endlessly about love, here is what i think. ive had ages on long empty bus rides to think about this, and i cant get eulogise anymore about this.]

(and if all guys think like this horrid hong kong - accented secretary, there wont be anyone left to marry.)

-plugs in mp3, tunes out nagging sexs+dating talk-

i tell you, this internship is... DOING WAY MORE BAD THAN GOOD! hahaha. so far, i have learnt more about which club is best for beer, how to tell if He Is A Jerk, Why I Should Not Date Now, and HAIRY GUYS ARE HOT! theories, than about trademark classifications or the legislative laws concerning data protection or patent protections. great. i tell you, that horrid hong kong secretary has had a bad past with guys. with the passionate way she elaborates about their debauchery, you would think all men had dicks for brains. and brains for dicks.

(oh, theyre talking about rape in marriage)

even though im only sixteen, i think at this age i am more mature than them. sorry, not really mature.. what would be a better word? i think, of better opinion. i feel that when you meet The One, you'll know. there is never really too early, or too late, because love hits when it hits, and its just some thing you cant control. while you shouldnt marry and pop out a whole brood of little demons, stop playing around and hold him close. yeah, i am such a romantic. but i would rather be stranded with love than with success and all its loneliness, as how this poor said secretary seems. when you've known love, and lost it, you'll know its too late. you dont want to be in the place for regret then.

(widower or divorcee?)

this is probably the reason why singapore is not having enough kids, because we are really too successful at everything else. and we dont believe in love. we want money, and we often dont reallise it until too late. i have seen my parents' friends have affairs, divorce, more affairs, some affairs only discovered at death... and it sucks to be heartbroken then. so you were saying, 'marry for money'? at this point, someone with innocent faith on love is better than your critical knowledge.


They way they talk about marriage... just screams "i havent got laid in too long".


it isnt right. we need more idealists. it seems as though she is afraid to love... she needs more audrey hepburn, breakfast at tiffany's and less of Wuthering Heights -.- it isnt good. she's poisoning all their minds!! OLD PEOPLE SUCK. they are horny, they want sexs, they believe themselves invincible against love... i dont think i want to go there. success glimmers until you get nearer, and reallise the glimmer is just their tears coating the cold wealth. ive grown up, grown cynical, then grown even older and decided it isnt considered living if you live a coward from love. how can you expect to find love later when you dont even believe in it?

sigh. love is not a game, and i think you've all forgotten how it feels.

while darkness is infinite, in the heart of its strength lies its weakness.
a single lone candle is enough to hold it back.
love is more than a candle.
love can ignite the stars.
-Matthew Stover

so, are you happy the way you are?